Ssild Help.

Last night I attempted what I understand to be the Senses Induced Lucid Dreaming method. I set an alarm for 4.5 hours after I expected to fall asleep. This alarm ended up being at 2:30 a.m. I woke up and used the restroom once in between the time I fell asleep and the time the alarm woke me up, if that matters. Anyway, 2:30 rolls around and I wake up. I spend about 5 minutes using the bathroom again and reading out of a book a little. Then I begin my attempt. I begin going through the repetitions. I spend a few seconds focusing on the lights on the back of my eyelids. Then I focus on the noise in my ears and the sound of the ceiling fan. I then proceed (sorry if I am boring you) to focus on my sense of touch. Eventually I start to feel relaxed. I thought I felt little waves of heat going over me. The fan starts to get quieter. My muscles sink down. Then, my heart begins to pound like crazy. I can also feel my eyes moving rapidly under my lids. I get scared because this felt like a WILD experience. I was afraid maybe I would enter sleep paralysis (maybe I am just stupid). this absolutely terrifies me because of the whole hallucination thing. I try to see if I can enter that so called tunnel of light. Nothing. Obviously, I am not in SP. Anyway, I am entirely too excited to fall asleep. I can't decide what to do, so I just get up. Was I at all close to a successful SSILD? I can provide more information if you want. **TL;DR: I tried to SSILD, and I freaked out because my heart started pounding like crazy, and my eyes felt like they were moving all over the place.**